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  1. Dear Anonymous Sincerely, A member of your youth pastoral team
  2. And the five hundredth time of repeating "Hajimemashite. Watashi no namae wa Gabrielle desu.", I think it's getting worse. I can't teach people, I don't think.

    1. Kid the Phantom Thief

      Kid the Phantom Thief

      You don't think you can't teach people? So you think you can?

      Also, I've no idea what you just said there. Something something, Gabrielle.

    2. Forever Lost

      Forever Lost

      Lol, I gave up on my grammatical abilities. I don't think I can teach people. I used to think I could, but ... nah. And I was teaching a kohai of mine how to introduce herself in Japanese because she wanted to learn something. That loosely translates to "Nice to meet you. My name is Gabrielle." (Though I could go into the technicalities of how hajimemashite would most closely translate to 'it's the first time we've met', though that's basically the same thing....

  3. Regrets? I guess most people, using their better judgement in general use ambiguous terms for their most haunting regrets. But I guess I'll number mine out as they come to mind as closely as I feel to getting to details. I regret not listening when my friend told me not to date a person after I had gotten out of a relationship and was in a bad place in life. If I had, I would've avoided the worst heartbreak my life has ever experienced. My life is young, only nineteen years. But I think I would've been in a better place. I would still be able to love, and trust, and be vulnerable. I wouldn't have the voices in the back of my head, reminding me that the people who 'cared' for me said so many terrible things about me and to me. I regret not practicing patience or wisdom when I was younger. If I had only the understanding to pair with my zeal, I wouldn't have hurt so many people. I wouldn't have been hurt as much, either. I wouldn't be so afraid to speak.. I think. I regret listening to the wrong people and ignoring the right ones. I regret drowning in depression and holding onto it. I regret hating people in my heart, and feeling unforgiveness. I regret... Not living. I wish I had lived, had tried to do things with all my might. I regret not being in a position to help people, or knowing what to say. And... yeah, I think I'm going to just repeat myself if I continue.
  4. Dear Lupin, Sincerely, HaibaraDaiFan.
  5. Sometimes, you just have to take a moment to breathe. Just breathe.

  6. Dear Anonymous, Sincerely, This Fool
  7. @75aichan Thank you!! I wasn't sure how it was going to turn out because I wrote it in the spur of the moment XD;
  8. Speaking Of... It was infuriating. Only the tiniest bit endearing. Overall, angering. Edogawa Conan stood in the middle of the sidewalk, his face turning pinker by the second. A foreigner stood in front of him, her shadow looming over him. She had long, wavy brown hair and bright blue eyes. There was even a random strand of pink hair, which never ceased to confound Conan. Her expression was a mix of exasperation and confusion. "I'm sorry, can you say that one more time?" Another round of giggles erupted from behind him. Haibara Ai was being none-too-helpful. He'd never heard her genuinely laugh before, but he'd rather hear it in a much different situation. Preferably one that didn't include him as the subject of hilarity. "I sayed, if you go thaht wayu, doyun za sutreetu, around za co-" Conan just stopped talking, clenching his teeth together. The foreigner looked even more confused. "Your accent is horrendous, Kudo-kun." Haibara added helpfully. She was now at his side, a smirk planted on her face. "At least I'm trying to help." He retorted, glaring at her. Some of his anger began to fade at the brightness in her eyes. She hadn't been this free since... well, he couldn't think of a time that she had ever been like this. The foreigner began to get impatient, whining aloud about being lost with some little kids who only spoke Japanese to help her. "And to make this all worse, this little girl is laughing at me." Conan flinched when he noticed Haibara raise an eyebrow. And then she spoke. "I was not laughing at you. I was laughing at his terrible English pronunciation. The place you're looking for should be right down this street and around the corner if you turn left. About halfway down you'll see it on your right." Conan stared in stunned silence. The foreigner seemed to be a bit captivated as well, but then she broke into a smile. "Oh. Well thank you! Sayonara! Airy gatoe!" Both 'children' cringed slightly at her mispronunciation but waved at her anyway as she began to jog down the street. "Haibara, you..." She smirked. "Yes, Kudo-kun, I can speak English, too. Did you forget about my origins? My hair not an obvious reminder?" Conan scowled at her back as she began to continue their walk that had previously been interrupted. "Sure, I thought you could. I just never heard you say anything. And it's...." "Clear? Understandable?" Her suggested word endings made Conan forget any good thing he had begun to think about her and her laughing. She was evil. "You have a British accent." He stated, somewhat still in awe. He had caught up to her now, studying her face. "Funny, I thought you were the next great Sherlock Holmes. But you know I'm half-British and half-Japanese." She was infuriating, indeed. "Give me a break, would you? I just was surprised. After all, you never speak in another language around me, and didn't you go to school in America? Wouldn't you have an American accent?" Haibara shrugged, her smirk fading slightly and her eyes growing distant. "I may have been schooled in America, but that's not neccessarily where I learned or spoke English the majority of the time. Or the other languages I know." Conan raised his eyebrow again. "Other languages?" "I know Japanese, too." Conan deadpanned. They fell into silence. Conan sighed internally. It was too bad she had to be such a conversation killer. He rarely got to know anything new about her, and now she was shut off to him once again. "I don't get you, Haibara." He muttered, looking up at the professor's house. They had arrived at their intended destination. Before she passed through the gate, Haibara turned and gave him a playful smirk. "Maybe that's the way I like it." ---------------------- Hey everyone! Long time no see! I decided to come say hi and write a little one-shot just for you all. I doubt it'll make its way to Fanfiction.net, but who knows? For all the new people, I'm ForeverLost or HaibaraDaiFan, also the maker of that little nifty logo thing on a lot of people's signatures. (It's in mine, too.) I think I'm going to update my fic list that's also hiding in my signature, so if you're interested, have a look! P.S., bold is English. Any thoughts?
  9. It's been a really long time since I've last been on here...

    1. Forever Lost

      Forever Lost

      @Misaki-chan I'm doing great! :D I missed you too.. How are you??

      @Leiyu Magmatic Skyterror I suppose so o.o

      @Kid the Phantom Thief Hey theres :D

      @Henry Gordan I think the answer is... I think?!!? (I'm not sure .. o.o ... where this is going... or went.)

    2. Misaki-chan

      Misaki-chan

      I'm good; life's been busy but I still manage to have time to do what I want

    3. Kid the Phantom Thief

      Kid the Phantom Thief

      I hope you've been fine, hmm!

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  10. Chapter 15 is out for Forgotten Identity. That means it's time for me to say goodbye. Farewell, everyone. I had a good time while I was here. :)

    1. AiSuigetsu

      AiSuigetsu

      DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

    2. Lovestruck

      Lovestruck

      @What they said. D:

    3. Rukia Kurosaki

      Rukia Kurosaki

      NO WAAAAAAAAAY. I'll block the exit so you can't go anywhere. *determined face*

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  11. Chapter 14 out. One more to go. If you read Forgotten Identity, I advise you read and review now if you have any questions you want answered.

  12. Chapter 13 of Forgotten Identity is out. Attempting to end this story today, so more chapters may be coming tonight.

  13. Just finished making a comprehensive (not really sure that that is the correct word) story list on my signature...

    1. Remy

      Remy

      Nice .i gona read as soon as I can .wow

    2. Forever Lost
    3. Forever Lost
  14. Dear Anonymous, I'm torn. Really, really, really torn. Are emotions drama? Then you'll always be annoyed with me. You'll always despise me. That's who I am. Emotions affect me more than the average person. If you can't handle that... then what has it been worth? I don't know. I don't know! How am I supposed to do this? I can't control everyone's stupid perceptions of me! They hate me because of who I am. That hurts. That hurts so much that I'd rather die for an entire year than choose to live life. Do you not understand that?? What you're asking is not impossible because I don't want to talk with them. It's impossible because they dislike my existence. They were important people to me.. Just like you are. I guess it lands on me now. If I'm a liar or not. If I forgive you... I stand to what I said. If I don't... I lie and I stop letting people continue hurting me. But isn't that the thing? You can't get near me if you can't hurt me. You also can't help me. I felt like an older sister to you for so long. It hurt me whenever you were doing foolish things and I wanted to try to protect you. Even though you hated me for it. The thing is, it's just reality that you and them are friends and can stay that way. I... can't be. Because I refuse to do what they do. I cared very deeply for them. You may not understand that, but it's very true. It hurts. I need to speak with you.. I can't feel any forgiveness right now. I'm trying. Because you know someone loves you when they don't change after you make a mistake. You made a mistake... but how could I hold it against you? I made plenty of mistakes and.. even though sometimes.. you did hold it against me... you've been kind to me. My heart is confused. Talk with me so I can decide. Sincerely, Me.
  15. I knew.. secretly.. that you had betrayed me. But I didn't think it possible. I felt guilty for thinking that at all about you because of how much you were kind to me... and how much I poured my heart out to you. But today, your confession is leaving me with a huge problem. I don't know what I should do anymore. I don't know how to take another betrayal. Not that you'd understand.

  16. Aww crap. Sorry anyone I comment to.. I'm on IE and it double posts.. -.-''''''

    1. Lovestruck

      Lovestruck

      I Noticed, Take my advice and use Google Chrome. You won't regret it.

    2. Forever Lost

      Forever Lost

      Usually I use Firefox, but this isn't my computer and they don't want me installing any other type of browser on here..

    3. Lovestruck

      Lovestruck

      I see, Firefox is not Bad either. -Never Used it :x -

  17. Welcome to DCW! I won't be here much longer, but everyone else will be easy to make friends with, I'm sure ;)

  18. Welcome to DCW! I won't be here much longer, but everyone else will be easy to make friends with, I'm sure ;)

  19. Welcome ShinHo referring to ShinichixShiho? *begins plans to make you read my fanfics* *evil laugh* Either way, welcome to DCW and I hope you enjoy your stay. Most people here seem to be staying here for over a year once they get active on the forums, so you might want to do that. And you could always read my AixConan/ShinichixShiho fics whether or not that's what you were referring to.. I'll stop now >3>''
  20. *contemplates* Okay, so if I save someone, that'd be boring. But if I don't, that'd be mean. This is Akai Sera, a seemingly nice person that I rather get along with... so far.. I think... pretty much. Even though she's apparently violent. Hmmm... Oh gosh, I hope this isn't a time sensitive issue... Are you drowning? Or falling? Or something?? Well, in that case... *saves*
  21. @Akai Sera Bahahahaha... oh dear. I could never manage to be close friends with my exes (I leave them hating me apparently.. XDDD) Well, I do have one who is a friend, but not very close.. Maybe if you're really close then you can explain that you don't know how you feel about him. And eight months? So he finally gets to be around you again and realizes you're super awesome... You don't have to return the feeling. It's nice to be liked/wanted etc., but if you don't really care for him like that, you'll both be as miserable as ever (believe me..). I think staying friends for a few weeks before you decide is a good idea, and if he's just suddenly interested because he sees you again, he might get over it if it isn't as sincere as he thinks. Your best bet is to tell him to wait on your answer and not bother you about it or else XD Although, I can't say much because I've had to use help from other friends of mine to subtley tell a guy who liked me like a year ago that I was going out with someone because he was practically stalking me at my mom's wedding. >.>''''
  22. @Mohorovicic Thank you for the advice!! Yeah >.>'' Reading that now (I probably still have that problem...) some of the sentences make me cringe. I will keep that in mind when writing
  23. @Akai Sera: Quirks... >.>'''' I made myself a personal rule: exes stay exes. Never take anyone back. But that's my personal one, some people's second chances work.. but I'm just guessing that Mr. Ex isn't much on your criteria list XD I just go to internal lala land when I get super big compliments.. I couldn't possibly actually hurt someone >.<''' not intentionally.. at least. I don't know, this thread is one of those things that I could never really talk with others about. I guess I never made a criteria list? So here, we'll just add to the random list of things people don't like: I don't really care for long, down to the shoulders or past hair on guys... Whiny guys. Cheap guys. Girly guys. All out on my end. Inconsiderate guys. Guys who constantly make inappropriate jokes. Guys who are arrogant. Still out. Uhhh... Yeah. I'm not too concerned on looks, I guess, other than the hair. I thought I didn't like facial hair, but it's really not that bad.. Still not an attracting point, though. I guess most guys with longer hair are either hippies(ish.. not that bad but still >3>) or rebellious. Jussayin. Soo... the type of guy I like is the type of guy I'm with... guess I lucked out. XD
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