Forever Lost

Alright, I'm interrupting any line of conversation to write this super long thing out. First of all, HI! It's been awhile, people XD Second of all, OH MAH GOSH WONDERFUL THINGS HAVE HAPPENED. So if anyone reading this remembers J-man, he's the guy I really like and was pretty sure he didn't like me. Well, it seemed while I was riding in the car with him that he was kinda pushing me to say whether I liked him or not. So one night, I decided I was going to tell him. On Wednesday (like two weeks ago..) we had a youth party. (Now believe me, this is relevant XD) J-man is part of the leaders in the youth now so he was in on it as well. Our leader Miss Christine decided we should play a game, so we all sat in a circle. After confirming that no one was in a relationship, she began to explain the game. Basically, the person picked had to go up to someone and say "Honey, if you really love me, please smile" and get them to smile without touching them. If the person smiles it's their turn to go and do that to someone else. Well after three people it was my turn and when I stood up, everyone goes "Hey, you should try a guy!" 'cause the others had been all girls. Then all of a sudden I hear "You should go to J-man, he's already laughing!" Now let me explain - J-man is REALLY good at keeping a straight face. When I look down, he looked like he was about to explode. He was trying really hard not to laugh and his face was SUPER RED no joke. His entire HEAD turned red. Of course I just went to a friend of mine instead, but later I learned from one of his best friends that he's NEVER turned red like that before. When another person actually went up to him in the game, he kept a straight face and didn't turn red at all. So that gave me confidence. On our ride home I finally responded to his question, which was "Why do you want to ride with me" and I told him "Because I like you." Here was a deeeaaaadd silence. DEAD. SILENCE. And then he says "That's an acceptable answer" and I started laughing. He said "What, was that not what you wanted me to say?" and I just shook my head. Then he says "I'm guessing you mean more than a friend?" and I respond "yes". He says "Well.. you've put me between a rock and a hard place." I closed my eyes, waiting for the worst. He continues, saying "I don't know if I should lie to you or not..." and I'm just being all quiet and we reach my house and he says "Well, I'm not going to lie. I think I like you a little bit too." and then he said that he didn't really want to jump into anything at the moment, so we're just friends. However... HE LIKES ME!~ And he's taken me out to the movies, put his face against mine, practically held my hand, took me to a nice dinner and paid for my dinner on several other occasions and has been messing with me a lot. He even took the effort to read the Japanese thing I gave him and attempted to call me pretty in Japanese. He tries rather desperately to tickle me but has no idea where I'm ticklish which is why I find it amusing, and even threatened to hug me in front of everyone the other day to cheer me up. He's actually called me just to call twice, which makes me very happy. This Saturday, he's supposed to come over for a game night and I'm kind of nervous... Anyway, that brings everyone who cares basically up to speed. Hello again XD

I think ... maybe people online suck even more than people in person.

Got to meet up with an online friend for the third time. Laughed so much I almost died

The only reason I've had to stir peanut butter is when the oil kind of separates so there's this oil sitting on top of the rest of it and it's disgusting so you stir it so it's not like that anymore... Not too sure about today :/

Hahahaha thanks.... I guess XP Hope to see lots more people audition!

I posted a video response XD Good luck with the project!

Thanks, Aeyra Unfortunately when I talked to them they seemed like they understood.. then five minutes later they continue to pick at every freaking thing I do and I guess it's only good enough to be thrown out. It really makes me feel as though it's pointless to put effort into anything anymore lol.

Angry. Very. Angry. So glad that my ideas and work is worthless to so many people. I'm livid. So whatever. Do whatever the frick you want. I'm not the person you thought I was, I'm not in on all your crap. So whatever. I'm this close to tearing into every one of them. This. Close. That is what's on my mind.

VampKiddo used to be under another name (as are most AMV makers, those stupid copyright laws -.-'') and she was part of the group that lead the actual GOOD DC amvs before everyone had ahold of the major editing systems. She's genuinely good... Ranimex333 is good, and I like her work alot (I'm subscribed, for goodness sake XD) but she seems to have the problem almost everyone with a good editing system has - only beta things and short videos. It's kinda disappointing >3>''

Randomly on my mind now: "Wait, are you freaking kidding me? If you have an epiphany every time you study you're probably doing something wrong~" Since my coursework had the word epiphany in it I remembered this XD

Meh... I guess so >.> So we'll go with the depressing one My poor teachers are in for it.

Life Lesson.... Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. The only life lesson I can think of for this stupid autobiography is how people are not trustworthy. >.> I don't think my teachers will appreciate that one.

@Southpaw I have a script written purely based off of the subs. I do believe people are creative enough to mess around with the basic meaning of the sentence to either make it longer or shorter in accommodation for the mouth flaps. I would write a bunch of different ways of saying things but it took extremely long to write out and properly format the thing. The problem is, this script is on my computer with the screen that refuses to work. So if I can make it work for a minute and transfer the file to my flash drive, we'll be in luck. I'll send out a lovely professional e-mail to all those now a part of the cast outlining next steps and tips, as well as pronunciation and whatnot (and hopefully I'll have the script and be able to attach it so everyone has it). I suppose for now you can pm me your e-mail, or if you'd rather not, I can send a copy of the e-mail via pm your way. That is, whenever I make the e-mail. I have summer school to finish and a major event at church to take care of first, so we'll see. Also, when is Otakon finished? Speaking of.. I think I'm missing out on the only local con here this next weekend..