Forever Lost

^^; daijobu, nana-chan

I know what you mean

*patpat* It's the senpai's job to comfort the kohai, not the other way around, neh? XD Plus, even the people I know who can say things in any situation are unable to understand XD There are things bothering me that a very few can say much of worth about lol..

*hugs back* I know you can't really say anything lol... but thanks

Falling in love with people. What a silly thing... I don't know if I could really say I love him.. because love is such a word ... but I do really strongly like him and I know it can't go anywhere and it feels like every time I get close to him we get farther away again and every time I try I seem to fail.. I want to just tear every wall I have down and just enjoy my time with him, with everyone, but it's not so easy, it's just so impossible.. These walls that I've spent so much time building up.. they're made of brick and my hands can't make them break. I can scream and I can cry, I can whisper I can sing, I can fight it I can do all that I can but they won't fall. I have no strength it seems and if I were given it, I wonder if they'd finally break Here and now I'd like to run, to run and hide in the arms of someone who truly loved me... But those arms you see, they are unseen, the only one who can calm this spirit and pass through the walls I've hidden myself behind... There is no one through which he can hold me right now and I can't explain to those who don't understand My frustration grows with every minute and I feel that if I run and I run or if I scream and I scream if I sing and I sing, if I cry out all I can it won't be enough, it won't bring it to a close I don't know what's wrong, no I don't know what's wrong. How can I fall into one-sided love so many times? And how can I deny the only one who's ever cared for me forever? How can I want to have his presence so much and yet deny him so many times? How dare I think of myself this way when he never left my side, when he's never left my side... how dare I.... But somehow my spirit won't rest and I can't help but think and wish a person loved me back Why is it... why is it my lord has made it this way? Why has he made it so that we depend on other humans? Why is it that he gave us emotions like he has? Why is it that he gives us the ability to love those around us? Why is it? I can't seem to deal with this... I can speak to you all I want but none of you can understand. There are few who understand my words and even less than that who care... Why do I like him?! He doesn't like me and it hurts to be ignored! It hurts even more to be ignored by him! And I shouldn't feel down, because I have my almighty Lord who loves me and who has never left me! But yet I feel this way! Ah, sou! I feel this way! It hurts! It's so immature of me.. it hurts... When I whisper you cannot hear me When I scream you cannot understand me When I cry you cannot bear me Naze... Well, it's safe to ignore this post. It's off-topic. Technically it's about LHC related issues but... Yeah.

Hello. I'm a relatively unimportant person in this establishment. Thus is why you won't hear much about me. That's about all you need to know. Hope you have fun here.

@Genghis: Like Misaki-chan said, Takagi is in the episode and every role except Sonoko, Ayumi, and Arimoto are open for this fandub and auditions are open till July 8th. Also, a lot of the episodes aren't on YouTube, but that's cool XD If you ever need a place to watch them, let me know.

You should audition! If you have a mic, then you should be able to record. The easiest way is to use something like Audacity which is free to download and record. You can then put the audio file on Windows Movie Maker and put a picture or whatever while your voice is going, then upload, and make it a video response

Yeah well... I'd have to hug her lots and squeal lots and flail lots and yeah.

LOOOOL!!! BUT IT'S A REAL-LIFE HAIBARA!!! YOU CAN'T STOP ME!!

XDDD I'll only die if I meet her and do that >.>''

I'd prolly treat her like a real-life Haibara and fangirl over her till she killed me XD