Black Demon

I just cannot picturing this happens...

I hate it when you write stories, there are many parts that you don't know how to describe and just wanna skip them to the more interesting ones, but cannot

It depends, although I surely hope that I'm the only one who will suffer (in case it does turn out to be a "bad ending"). This reminds me so much of the main character in the novel that I'm writing, who has no choice but to act, and she has to hide all of her true emotions to keep her role perfect. The ending of the story is very tragical, and I don't feel like posting it here. My situation is probably the same, however, it's a different kind of relationship. Also, I don't trust a third-party person, and not that I believe counselors can actually resolve my situation either. This is where you have to do the gamble. If you don't do the acting, you'll definitely suffer painfully. But if you do, you'll also be hurted, however, you can still have chance to protect the other one from the pain. BUT, if that "chance" is less than 0%, then BOTH will have to face the tragic (which is even more painful than without acting). P/S: This is SO not about love, if that's what you're thinking.

However... There is 90% of possibility that "the end" will not be a very good ending. (< This is a Pokerface because I don't know which emoticon is the right one to express my emotion right now). I just hope that it won't involve death

Well, technically I'm still myself (whoever that was), just a slightest change in personality And don't worry, this acting is just towards an one and only person.

I don't even know who is that so-called "myself" Anyway, as much as I hate it, I can't back-off now. I'll have to keep acting, no matter what. There is a reason for it. I just hope that the end of the script won't end up tragically

I have no intention of being an actor, however, this is gonna be the greatest acting performance of my life.

Well, since everything that made me feel depressed has been posted in other threads instead, I don't think I have anything else to comment here right now...

One second thought, why did I even care about this ? Now that I can edit my tittle, I can name it whatever I want to. If this thing is on the work, I will lose that ability.

Wow when I first created this thread I didn't expected it to be this active... Which is not a good thing

- iPhone (but I still like iPod). - Celebrities with no or little talent, but never have any intention to improve. Yet most teenagers still like them. - Celebrities who are well-known for their self-making scandals. - Kaitou Kid in some degree. Haibara, Vermouth, Shinichi, Gin, Akai... are also over-rated, however, I personally think that they're more bearable, if not interesting (since they DO play important parts in the plot of DC). But I think that Gosho makes Haibara appears too much in the recent arcs. - Detective Conan in general (no offense but that's the truth).

Can you give me the link to the news (if it is a website) ?

Sorry for butting in but can anyone answer my question please ?

I highly agree with this idea. Well, for me, I don't know if this feeling can be called "depression", but like I said in another thread, I've recently been having this very bad feeling came out from nowhere, that something will fatally happen to the one person whom I care about. I really wish that my feeling would not come true, but in case it will, I think that I have to be emotionally prepared

Anyway, has anyone heard any news about the falling satellite ? Has it fallen or not fallen ?

Since it brings cash, they're likely to keep making such movies. I mean, why bother risk doing a good case (which obviously wouldn't gain many viewers and requires so much brain works) when you can always put some Kaitou Kid, ShinRan and random BO stuffs to earn the bigger amount of money (WITHOUT having to think too much about the plot) ?

How about titling members based on both post counts and reputations, not only post counts ? That way, to be able to reach "a new level", a member must also dedicate, not just spamming around to gain more posts.

So you still don't have any clue ?

LOL that only makes him wanna read it more XDDD

This.

EDITED: Wait, so they're each others' boyfriends ???

:V

Me ! I like stars... and black holes Someone who can sing everyday.

I like it when everything works just like I planned