Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted April 30, 2012 I really should do my homework. but i don't feel like it... 느ㅅ느 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted April 30, 2012 hmm.. seems like the MM players are really smart people. :/ ah! that must be the reason why idk how to play it xD Actually, pretty much all of them are older than me, so middle school HW questions aren't that hard for them. =X And MM is actually really easy once you play it a few times. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted April 30, 2012 Actually, pretty much all of them are older than me, so middle school HW questions aren't that hard for them. =X And MM is actually really easy once you play it a few times. *is one person who did not get at all after watching it 4 times...* ....*sits in corner* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tengaku squared 291 Report post Posted April 30, 2012 *is one person who did not get at all after watching it 4 times...* ....*sits in corner* Key word: play. I haven't seen you play a single game, methinks. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Anti-APTX4869 181 Report post Posted April 30, 2012 Key word: play. I haven't seen you play a single game, methinks. I tried I think but I had no idea what was going on. And now is bad time... After I graduate in 2 months. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tsukiko 73 Report post Posted April 30, 2012 back to school Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Silverbullet-kun 20 Report post Posted April 30, 2012 Good evening! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ren-kun 50 Report post Posted May 1, 2012 Just excited to be part of this forum. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
A L 217 Report post Posted May 1, 2012 I am half dead I think. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Silverbullet-kun 20 Report post Posted May 1, 2012 Unexpected weather today Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Erza Scarlet 104 Report post Posted May 1, 2012 Actually, pretty much all of them are older than me, so middle school HW questions aren't that hard for them. =X And MM is actually really easy once you play it a few times. i see~ like Conia and hoshi *shrugs* I never tried playing. and I don't think I ever would. :/ ...and why couldn't I access the site yesterday? =3= Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
snowflake 41 Report post Posted May 1, 2012 I have writing to finish... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Silverbullet-kun 20 Report post Posted May 1, 2012 got to read Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tengaku squared 291 Report post Posted May 2, 2012 i see~ like Conia and hoshi :< Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Misaki-chan 164 Report post Posted May 2, 2012 i see~ like Conia and hoshi *shrugs* I never tried playing. and I don't think I ever would. :/ Actually, the people who frequent the MM channel are all at least in high school (with the exception of me and maybe Stop), and even then most of them have graduated HS. =X Well if you ever do, we welcome you with open arms~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Forever Lost 55 Report post Posted May 2, 2012 On my mind? A lot of things. I'm wondering why I finally gave up. I mean, heck, when I saw an injustice, I decided to do something about it. Something that would help those being hurt. Something to protect people. I smiled in the faces of those who would spit in mine. I was told a thousand times that I couldn't, or that I shouldn't. It would be too hard! I would give up on it! But I finished it. And when stuff happened, I re-finished it. I worked hard. I tried really really hard. I did what I could to bring happiness and protect those I cared about and other random people who might become victims. But then I got tired. I got tired of working hard for no reason. I got tired of being hurt by those I wanted to protect. I got tired of being everyone's counselor and yet also everyone's enemy. Was it too difficult to at least sort of like the person who worked hard to help you? To make your life more enjoyable? Apparently it was. All of the people who had intentionally caused injustices would receive love and I would receive hate. For a long time, I took it. But I couldn't do it anymore. I was tired of being loyal for people who would readily betray me. So I freaked out. I had breakdowns. Every pain got worse than the first. Every person I decided to trust dug a dagger deeper into me than the last. Until finally, I believe I stopped caring about helping people. My naive happiness left me. It turned into a dark and all-consuming depression. And when the final stab was taken, I stopped wanting to try. To try at making things work. To try at having ambition. To try breathing. And I thought that the last person I trusted had finally stopped hurting me. It was only the beginning. And after all this psychological crap.. I stopped living on the inside. I didn't want to be here anymore. I couldn't really kill myself, but my inner self was gone. Why try to help someone when they can only hurt you? Why try to get to know someone when they lie and don't have a clue who you are, nor do they care. Why risk getting hurt? Why? Since then, I've been trying to revive myself. It's not working well. I feel like I have to re-learn what it is to live - if I ever knew what that was in the first place. I've come to realize it was much my fault. The breaking up of the group that I wanted so desperately to come to terms in the beginning. It was my fault because I couldn't keep it together. But what hurts is... I'm the only one who held what we all had dear. I'm the only one that still cares. Because for everyone else, everything else is much more important. Although... I still wonder. When was it that I gave up? When was it that I let jerks who did nothing short of cause injustice in this world to tell me that I could not laugh? That I was stupid, that I couldn't do anything? That I was misguided, that I wasn't worth it? When was it that I started listening and obeying to the jerks and the people who receive love from those they manipulate? When was it that I lost all hope in caring? When was it? That's on my mind. That's actually the short version so.. Sorry for the interruption. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Silverbullet-kun 20 Report post Posted May 2, 2012 Good morning! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tsukiko 73 Report post Posted May 2, 2012 good morning, it's lunch time. I'm hungry... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Erza Scarlet 104 Report post Posted May 2, 2012 :< oh, and Mark too! XD well, I never thought you'd help some kids out there on their assignments because it's either you're busy... or just lazy xD But I'm too lazy busy now. Actually, the people who frequent the MM channel are all at least in high school (with the exception of me and maybe Stop), and even then most of them have graduated HS. =X Well if you ever do, we welcome you with open arms~ and sophia, too, I guess. thanks Misaki~~ not now though tch.. why am I this worried? I should be positive that Jessica would make it to the final four.. =_________= Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
redangelran 29 Report post Posted May 2, 2012 *head hurts Just a month and then school days again. Man, can't they extend the vacation? *sobs* Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tsukiko 73 Report post Posted May 3, 2012 lunch time!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
snowflake 41 Report post Posted May 3, 2012 Forget it... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tsukiko 73 Report post Posted May 3, 2012 the latest manga spoilers! waah! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
snowflake 41 Report post Posted May 3, 2012 The color red.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ranger 11 Report post Posted May 3, 2012 The color red.... serious, a color is on your mind? ..you must be bored beyond belief Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
