Forever Lost

Auditions are now closed. Or they have been. XD Now to go through them all again.. EDIT: Results video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNbNJw4JV4k

Let's see.. I'd be the English teacher that takes Jodie-sensei's place at Teitan High School.. My job would be to.. to... teach English And.. I'd randomly snoop on my students because I can. Maybe I'd end up in a case or two .. basically a side character to the point that I'd rarely be seen or mentioned.

Until July 8th.. I have school until the 12th... Misaki-chan, you has a point. THEY CLOSE WHEN THE 8TH ENDS FOR ME XDDDD I fail. So badly >.>;;

o.o Well my midnight is about 4 hours from now so it's currently open >.> if anyone wants to make a last-second audition XD

Hahahahaha we should make an idiot club. That's how LHC started... "Join the club" paahahaha...ha.

Too out-of-focus to properly reply.. I'm pretty sure I got greeted at one point so hi... and yes I am... and wow join the club~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What's on my mind: I'm an idiot.

I got it! o.o You did really great :DD! Thanks for auditioning

I dun has an iTouch sooo~

@Misaki-chan: *can't hug back anymore* can't... breathe.. @Kaichou: Laptops are pretty overrated.. *looks over at dead screen comp* ... but I like 'em XD

You're welcome~ *hugs more back* :3

*hugs misaki-chan*

Yep, as I said I did, Kaichou XD

What be on my mind.... I'm an idiot. Note to anyone out there: NEVER record "I love you" just as amusement for someone who THINKS they like you. Even though it's clear I don't -.-'''' The stupid things I do when I'm high on sugar. Woo. Got ... four? things done today. If I actually keep it up, I'll be done with school by the 6th. That'd be nice. Real nice. You know what? I hate being left out. There are those groups I always wanted to be a part of, but I can accept that I can't enter their world now. But when you turn to the people who you were supposed to be a part of and you realize that they formed their own little thing not including you... that, that's not so easy to accept. So, I wonder, will I be as strong as that character in stories that gets shoved out and somehow just gets written off? The one that somehow lets go of the person they loved, the one that is a loner but manages it? The one who leads a quiet successful life anyway? Or does that character exist really? Is it just there so there's plot twists until the finale where the two destined get together and the extras are magically okay with it? I wonder if I have the ability to just bury myself in work. To not think on J-man, 'cause it's over before it's begun. And to not think about how I'm rejected in every place I go. And to not think about how if I just sleep the time will go by so much faster. Instead, I would be somehow successful. I'd get good grades. Be smart, whatever. Nothing would bother me anymore. Perhaps I'd live a cold life without caring until I was old enough to actually like people and something come of it. I'm weak. Why am I expected to be as strong as everyone else? Sou desu yo... I'm weak. The person who had been giving me the encouragement to find the strength to go on will no longer see me when I'm in the same room. So what now. It's pretty awful smiling and saying hello but to all these people passing by, not one of them knows me. Not one. I kept wondering how J-man knew me so well. He began to be able to know what I was laughing at when I was laughing randomly. When no one else could get it, he would. But every dream comes to an end, when you wake up. And as I begin to wake up, I find a world here of people who don't understand. Who don't know. Who aren't willing to take the time to try to listen. Can I do it? Can I become a maniac engrossed in work? I wonder. As for those poor pitiful souls reading this (if you made it this far) do ignore it. It's not worth your time. That's something you'll eventually learn on the internet. People's problems, especially pitiful ones like mine, aren't worth the energy to care about. I just needed to rant. 'Cause everyone needs me to smile and act like a stranger and a close friend all at the same time.