I have also read it... I don't know what to say or better keep my mouth shut..
but then I'll say one thing... I was surprised about the killing thing (no no no no), just like what cure kun said it will not solve anything, I grew up in a catholic school and what they always say is not to look at the negative things in your life and see the positive even if you say that your life is full of negative things, there is still a faint positive thing in your life... and also God is always there (are you a christian??) God is there when you need him...
Depression ruins life.. so I think it's best to let your problems out... It's the right thing that you let out your prblems here... it eases your pain if you tell friends...
Then about the sister thing... I really felt her harshness I mean sorry to say but I think she is so bad... she needs some kind of counseling thing... Sorry to say again but she has no respect to others, she has no respect to her own mother who cherished her or who give birth to her... (oh no I'm crying)
Stay strong your friends here in DCW is here to support you.. we can't do anything (sorry) but I think it's best to share with us so that you can ease the pain...
*gives ice cream*