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Seems I'm not good enough at explaining. The bitchslapping part was a joke , I guess you guys don't know me enough to get my sense of humor. Secondly I enjoy the reaction I get from the people who fall victim to my one-liners , I actually understand they won't work. When talking about girls I'm 'unfamiliar' with , I'm actually talking about people I've known for 3 years or so but I actually haven't gotten close enough I can call myself 'familiar' with them. I only call people familiar if the person in question actually points out we are close. I have a lot of people who I consider a friend , but when actually asked : I call them aquaintances. Cause I'm unsure if they consider me a friend even though we always hang out. I'm indeed looking for a more deep relationship , I want to experience what people call 'love' and actually get butterflies in my stomache if I could. And yes I do understand that Murica is slang for America. And honestly that bitchslapping is part of me , it's something that fits my childish personality. So I am being myself. I like to joke and I like contact. I guess my English isn't good enough to convey my thoughts through the internet so lots of people don't understand me.

not really an expert in this kinda stuff, but showing "dominance" can make some people come off as intimidating we're not living in the stone age anymore, lol First of all 175 cm isn't that short. I'm not that much taller. And "'Murica" is just a slang way of saying "America", since it looks like you didn't really get the joke. Height honestly shouldn't make much of a difference. I have this one friend who's really short, but has a large personality and is a really great guy, known him since elementary school. He's able to hit it off with and flatter any and all types of girls. Personality probably makes the most difference. Secondly, Kenzi called you out for something I was a bit hesitant to mention. Your ways of trying to get a girlfriend are just, well, wrong. Maybe you've been watching too many movies, television shows, or anime, but you need to rethink your strategy. Real life doesn't work the way fiction does. Slapping is honestly pretty childish and one-liners are cringeworthy (you even admit they're "cheesy"). Just be yourself. Sorry if that's a cliche answer you've been told before and is not something you want to hear, but it's the truth. And the truth can suck; I'm going to hate paying taxes, too. There's a girl out there for you, for sure. And if you can't seem to click with anyone, then maybe you're not looking at things the right way. From your posts, it's obvious that you sometimes approach girls you're not familiar with. Sooo, I take it you only want to date them because they're physically attractive? I apologize for the cliche again, but looks aren't everything. Personally, the girls that I like the most are the ones I enjoy talking to. Personality is a lot more important than looks, no two ways about it. You can deny it all you want now, but in the future you'll join the bandwagon and realize a pretty face and a shapely body are overrated. I'm not sure what you're looking for in a relationship, but I honestly hope you're looking for a deep, meaningful one, not a one-night stand or something. Now, I'm only seventeen going on eighteen, so I don't know everything there is to know about romance, but I hope you seriously consider what I've told you. I didn't mean to sound that harsh; I just want to make sure you don't stray too far off the beaten path. tl;dr

This thread... I give up on updating it.//shot Ah well, a dump isn't too bad, is it? This one is a painting I did back in 2014 to test out... How to paint in general. And anatomy. Oh gosh, that anatomy scares me ;^; I finished this one recently. Chibis... They're my bane. Nevertheless, I really like this one.

I sometimes wonder if I'm going to be forgotten or if I'm already forgotten in a sense. To elaborate I mean like, I don't really want to get married nor have kids, most of my family (who I'm not even close to to begin with) are much older than me (even my older sister's 9 and a half years older than me), so assuming I make it to old age, once I pass will I be forgotten? Most likely. I'm not particularly scared of death itself, I'm curious about what comes afterwards but not scared. I'm more so scared/worried about what will kill me and what happens afterwards. (not in a religious sense but like uh... "I'm dead so now what?") I probably won't have much of a legacy so will I just disappear and stop existing as quickly as I came into existence? And the latter part is referring to like old friends/classmates I've had, I wonder how many have forgotten about me. I wonder whose lives I'm no longer a memory of. I'm not bothered by this, it's just a weird thought since I think about my old classmates quite a bit and I wonder how many of them don't remember me but I remember them quite vividly.

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Sorry for being late to the party! Interesting point regarding statuses from FB/Twitter. I guess it'll remove some noise indeed. I just disabled this feature for everybody besides Admin, Moderators and Donators. Let's see how it goes now.

Here's my collection of my favorite songs: Houko Kuwashima - Reiko's Amazing Grace (Full Score of Fear Movie) Hundred Percent Free - Hello Mr. my yesterday (DC 35th Ending) Kyoko - Happy Birthday (Timed-bombed Skyscraper Movie) Mai Kuraki - Always (Countdown to Heaven Movie and DC 12th Closing) Mai Kuraki - Kaze no lalala (DC 12th Opening) Mai Kuraki - Koi ni Koishite (DC 43th Closing) Mai Kuraki - Shiroi Yuki (DC 26th Closing) Mai Kuraki - Time after time ~In the Town of Dancing Flowers~ (Crossroad in the Ancient Capital Movie) Rina Aiuchi - Magic (DC 27th Opening) Tamura Yukari - Kitto Ieru (Gosho Aoyama Collection of Short Stories) The High Lows - Mune ga Doki Doki (DC 1st Opening) U-ka saegusa IN db - Yukidoke no Ano Kawa no Nagare no Yō ni (DC 29th Closing) Yumi Shizukusa - Go Your Own Way (DC 31st Closing) Yumi Shizukusa - I Still Believe (DC 27th Closing) Zard - Ai Wa Kurayami No Naka De (DC 22nd Opening) That's for the songs. As for the music, I love the following: Sore Ke Conan Early Afternoon Angels Ran's Elder Sister Style