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Too tired...still need to study Bio. People have expectations from a student who is above average even though he was studying in a faulty system for 11 years XD

To be honest I'd like to raze the roads with a Lamborghini one day.

Sometimes when I'm particularly depressed...I go out to my special place where the stars are the brightest. Yesterday I saw a shooting star as well.

It would go against my morals. Burn a house.

*kicks*

Dear Anonymous, Where do the stars go when they die? ~AL

At least they talk to you... OMM: I realized that even if you give people what they think they need they decide they don't need it from you.

Random guessing has gotten my plenty of places but never an Olympiad. 0.0

People who harbour expectations because of blood and then consider it a right to put me down because of blood.

I always eat food slowly. You know, savour it. Because if I eat too quickly and then feel like no I don't want another but I want another I feel like turning back time and having it again. Hmmm.... Oh yeah thanks for all the advice guys. Once I get around to reading it not counting who and who replied to it

Dear JYJ, YOU GUYS SANG BEGIN OMGAPJDKLDJLKS;ASDL ~AL Dear Anonymous, Now I want to be Dark Lord AL all over again. Just great. ~Me

And what happens when no one is worthy? This decade of near solitude will complete by the time I graduate.

Dear JYJ, Why you no get together with HoMin and give me vocal lessons? ~AL

I'm trying to fit in but everyone is really close-knit, kinda like how DCW was to me at first. 'They've got each other and so what about me with no one...?' Can't help but ask that, but I want to keep trying. I can't stand being by myself anymore. But too many inside jokes with these people that have been together in the same school since elementary -___-.

I found out I've gone dull.

Dear O, Ahhh. I'm just wondering what to do. I told you I would trust you and I do. Maybe I just want to mean something more to you, all of you in reality. ~AL Dear H, You gave up too easily. I can't tell if you're serious or not, and with your jokes based on sarcasm (which is just rude remarks people can laugh at) I'm at a loss at what to do. ~AL Dear Q2, Thanks for at least trying to understand me. But then again, I used to be just like you, no? Takes one to know one. ~AL Dear A, I'm a bother aren't I? Well sorry. Even though I'm always trying for you you'd rather hear the words I say from someone else. The problem is me myself. ~AL Dear R, People who seem to nice are often too good to be true. Huh. ~AL Dear Q1, Maybe I'm trying to hard. You're the one I feel I can get along well with but I'm not the one you're even looking at. Sorry. ~AL Dear all, I'm trying. I really am. ~AL

I'm not even trying, I'm refraining atm. The moment I want to I just act on instinct and people are convinced I'm a fool.

Why is it so hard to socialize.

So I tried so so hard to sound deeper but when it comes to recordings people still mistake me for a girl. Worse, if someone is calling my home for the first time they mistake me for my sister. *facepalm* Curse you technology. I sound fine IRL.

^Proud of Your Love?

Hedonism - To live in pursuit of pleasure

I don't know, the shops here don't have any.

Okay I seriously want to learn Japanese. To hear and speak. Not all the writing and scripts. T.T

Some parts of it lol. Monday Tuesday, Wednesday Thursday, Friday Saturday Sunday~ Mazeltov~ I miss story writing but I'm getting so many writer blocks on all fanfiction and original stories. Anyways guys, I need halp to socialize. ;A; My class in anime fans but they're all mainstream fans. They've watched many animes but not the ones you have to really search for. :<