1. I call my friend my friend cos I respect her/him and she/he in turn respects me. She/he don't break my trust and they make me smile. I am a hardcore believer in this: If you are my friend, I will protect you and trust you as friends are loyal to one another. But in return, I expect the same from you. Makes me a hard friend right?
2. I look for a trustworthy and loyal friend. I can't take people who blabber out secrets and expect forgiveness. I don't forgive easily and my friends know that. So apart from trustworthiness, I look for someone who can keep their mouth shut and as well as someone who has courage to face the punishment I might give them.
3.I'm used to it. I like to daydream and I usually am in a very tense mood as I kinda expect someone to jump out at me every minute to attack me. So I spend most of my attention to my surroundings and don't really engage in idle chatter unless I want to.