Dear anonymous,
It's just as what you said. I'm pathetic. I'm weak. I'm so in love that I forgot what's black from white anymore. Of course I'm pathetic. I'm writing this in a place where you'll never read, even if you did.. What'll change it? What'll change the fact that you know, you know everything but you remain quiet. Can you please tell me? Tell me where is my mistake, where is this huge sin I've done to deserve such a treatment, I have feelings, maybe you took away everything from me but not my feelings.
Please, tell me. What did I do wrong? I'll correct all of my mistakes, for your sake.
Just, don't leave me waiting. I'm very tired of being this way.. I'm very afraid of what I might do so I can finally rest from this whole thing. Give me my peace back, and I swear to leave you alone forever.
Even I, isn't perfect. Neither do you.
'I'm so in love that I act insane, and that's the way I loved you'
'I gave you all my love and all you gave me was goodbye...'
'This is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night, and I go back to our April all the time...'
'I just wanna show you, she don't even know you, she's never gonna love you like I want to, you just see right through me, but of you only knew me, we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable.. Instead I'm just invisible.'
Signed, Forever alone..