I feel really awkward being way too close to girls not of my level. I mean, im just a normal girl, and to have a sophisticated lady sit beside me really feels uncomfortable. I tend to sweat a lot. and do you know when this started? since I was like, seven. yes, seven. weird, I know; but I don't really have any idea why I feel this way. I admit, I am fascinated by girls more often...or always. I was never attracted to boys. okay, I got a crush on someone. if the way you treat me would change, I won't really mind. I would fully understand.
right now, I still can't say I'm bisexual or homosexual. however this may turn out, I'll be brave enough to accept whatever cynicism I may have to face in the future. I don't think I'm ready to get out of the box just yet, though.