Forever Lost

o.o why?

Awesome :3 That sucks that your computer was being like that :/ Alright

Sah.. I wonder..

Sometimes it feels like I'll be dead before I do anything in particular. Sometimes it seems that I'm still just a little girl.. caught up in an endless storm.. Sometimes it's as if I'll never leave this place.. sometimes it's as though I'll never see the future me.. Sometimes I wonder where I'm going... Do I really want to do this? Do I really care? Does it even matter anymore? Sometimes it's like being a ghost... existing but really not with the living... Sometimes it's like I'm right next to you, but no matter how hard I try, you'll never see me. I've begun to realize that my story isn't rewritable. There's no way to edit the past. And just to continue the story, I write endless pages of empty nonsense.

Trying to flip them in the pan.. possibly..

@Southpaw: Sounds great! Hope you have a nice evening to yourself :3 EDIT: I added the full tv versions of the OP and ED sung by AnnaLaLaDreams as video responses to the original video

Random quote that keeps popping in my head: "'Cause perfect doesn't seem so perfect"- Come Clean by Hilary Duff.. Meh. I shouldn't feel so aggravated anymore :/ but I am lolz Maybe forums aren't my thing

Ahh sorry >.> I'm just all cranky XD Don't mind me la.. Oh? I wanna hear it, nana-chan Ohh.. I have a guitar and a keyboard. Don't have a clue how to play either mwuahahaha

Oh. Lord. Help. Us. All.

>.> discuss it where it aint gonna scare away auditioners >.>'' for a totally different thing.. start another thread maybe.. or pms... or on what's on your mind... or...... *cough* I mean... I mean... nothing o.o Oh dear.

It's lovely to know :3

@Lady Irene Adler: Okay, sounds great!

Wait... this is .... PAHAHAHA we're so off-topic.

*is threatened* I KNOW I KNOW - one, don't act like a child, and two - don't come up with retarded names and expect people to respond to them. >.>''''''''''''''''''' T.T @nana-chan: Aww XD *hugsback* sankyuu na

Well... I was reading something and the word 'wasteland' popped out to me and I was like 'hmmmmmm' and then like... I kinda felt sometimes like my heart was like a wasteland ... and then I was like duuuuuude..... Wasteland Kokoro... sounds... cool.. and so yeah. T.T It's pathetic ain't it. WELL DON'T MIND ME >3>''

*ignored* *sits in corner and pouts*

DUUUUDE I WILL ALWAYS SUGGEST THIS FOR A BAND NAME: Wasteland Kokoro MUWHAHAHAHAA... I always thought it'd be a nice name for one...~ the band that I was invited to be a part of ... decided on a rather.. inappropriate name... >.>''''so I kinda backed out, I'd rather not work under that name lolz

My older sister better shut up and leave before I freaking set off on her. I've made it very clear I wasn't going to be able to handle a new puppy, a hyper child, and school work all at once? Did anyone care about that? ABSOLUTELY NOT And so without a care they got a new puppy. I have an essay to do. BUT WHO CARES. 'Cause we all know that I'm just here to watch the freaking kid, feed her, do the same for the dog, potty the dog, put together the cage and WHO CARES about the school work~ Who cares if I'm stressed, who cares if I never wanted this who cares if I have an opinion. And if I correct the child I'm wrong to my all-knowing older sister.. I don't even know why she bothered to come over, she just stressed me out even more. I just want people to freaking shut up and leave me alone. But of course that'd never happen 'cause there's always something else they need me to do. Stop taking my existence here for granted dangit. Stop shoving stuff on me that I never wanted. You took away my summer and made my life heck. So what do you want now? HMM?

She's 'playing' with her.. AKA dragging her around EVERYWHERE. Poor dog. The minute she got up here with me she curled up in the corner of the chair and hid her face from my sister... Mom's 'great idea' to keep her occupied this summer SUCKS cause I have to rescue the dog from my sister and then my sister's a brat and BLAH

I like Ouran, but I'm not like most of the fans who watch it and go crazy all the time over it.. my friends happen to do that too.. I watch a ton of anime I love so I guess I got resistant to it... WHO KNOWS But yes, it's an adorable anime and I enjoyed it both times I watched it

@Kaichou: SO PROUD OF YOU *tear* OH MY GOODNESS I'd like to read a decent ShinShi fic... the good ones seem to slip by me... I WANNA SEE ASAP

*ponders* I don't think I have much to contribute to this conversation anymore.. although I really wanted to hear it.... why did I miss out? *mopes* Meh.. guess I'll waste my time screaming at my sister for trying to kill the dog and doing crap for English..

It probably was youtube, considering the same issues happen on mine. My iMovie runs super slow 'cause of all the useless clips I have on it lolz.. I don't have half the epic moments and such.. *sigh* maybe I'm just not meant to make amvs........ why is it everything I love to do I suck at?!

I DIDN'T GET TO HEAR IT THIS ISN'T FAIR. And if you do amvs that are better than mine I will be mad.. cause that's what my friend did .. I've had like two years of doing these and SOMEHOW people are just so TALENTED that they're just all BOOM and it's perfect. >3>'''''