Anti-APTX4869

My blood type is A+. I'm sure of that since I have been dontating blood a lot. The thing is, my handedness is... well, I'm ambidextrous... so uhh... hmmm... I'll put left since I tend to write with my left... LOL the thing is, I use my left for writing/drawing or chopsitcks while I use my right hand for everything else... except forks and spoons.

What is this livestreaming? lol... I need to get back to the internet world...

I was watching... Lupin III vs Detective Conan and the stupid site only had half of it... =_= ... Found a different site with full version but I have to wait untill I can skip to the part I was watching. FML.

Time for another step-by-step(sorta) drawing process~~ + a random drawing. Step 1... [X] Uhh.... Ooops I forgot to take picture.. sorry... (stick figure drawing) Used 6H Basically, look at the next picture and imagine it as a stick figure. you might see some part of it. Oh man it looked so funny though. Step 2... Complete Rough Sketch... Used 4H Not really done with sketching yet. too many scribble all over lol... All I have to do is darken the lines. The part that frustrated me was the legs and the snowboard. They were out of proportion so I had to draw them differently from the original picture. Step 3... Complete Sketch... Used F, HB, 2B depending on the shade. Sketch is complete~! There are a lot of lines... they are for shading, separating the darker parts from lighter parts... well, for most of them... This is the first time I drew the snow though lol... it'd be easier to draw (more like add) snow in the drawing if I use Digital art but I have no program for it... and I don't have tablet. orz... Step 4... Complete Drawing... Used 4H, 2B, 4B, 6B, 8B depending on shades wih Stumps. Yea.... Camera switched because phone ran out of battery. Shading... is kinda hard to get used to though. I still need more practice on it. I usually shade with lighter parts first so that I can shade them darker and darker until I think it "feels right"... I think I'm getting better, but still meh. The snow was tough... I gave up after few erasings because it just didn't seem to work out... Some Random Quick Sketch. So I was surfing around and saw this drawing. Well it's completely off from the original (eyes and cat especially...) but I just drew it using HB. I got so lazy on the cat. (the body got fatter for some reason lol). I'm just lazy as hell. Just look how much I didn't care at all to fix some places. Took about 20 min... not bad. This was a good practice though.

Aaaannnyyywaayyys... I've studied Parent Ed. and there was something like this in one of the units. a small part of it though. "Your child may think he or she is homosexual - or you may even wonder about it yourself. Be ready and willing to give your children emotional support by offering them love and affection. Again, be willing to talk to them and listen to their feelings. Teens may be confused about their sexuality. Emotional and physical rejection by parents can cause them to feel alone and isolated. Your children need to know they are loved regardless of their sexual preferences. When teens believe their parents hate them, they may turn to alcohols or drugs. Instead, try to offer your children guidance as they try to sort out their sexual orientation. However, be careful not to label a teenager. Some young teens mat experiment in a sexual way with members of their own gender. That does not mean they are homosexual. Sexual orientation may not be formed until late adolescence or young adulthood. If you find that your teen is homosexual, it is important that you get in touch with your own feelings as well. Remember that your child is also trying to sort out his r her own feelings as well. What he or she needs is acceptance from you. Joining a support will meet other parents who share your conscerns. You will have an opportunity to find out how others came to terms with their children's lifestyle and maintainwed a close and loving relationship." ...is what it says. some parts sound weird and idk why they kept switching words between teen(s) and child(ren)... this is an old packet...

Exactly my point. idk, because there are some wierd contradictions, sometimes I view myself as an atheist... I would be atheist, but it's just that I don't want to turn back against my family. I never told them about my religious status, but if they say they wouldn't care, I'd say atheist.

Too many projects. too little time....

Actually, there are parts from bible (which I don't know where...) that says something like homosexuals should be beaten to death or something like that... which is why my family is opposed to it.... But I support it because I think there's nothing wrong with a person's sexuality...

Many people say: "Ah, it's the end." I say: "Ah, it's the new beginning."

Whoa I have no more words since Aeyra pretty much said most of it... My family strongly disagrees about this because of religion...but I support it. I even joined the club at school for support, so I know tons of people who are homo/bisexual. They aren't really different from anyone and I find it sad that they are dicriminated. Well, yea it may seems weird when you see a gay or lesbian but seriously they aren't doing any harm. I don't understand why people won't let them be, and constantly have to pressure them to be "normal". ... hmmm To be honest, SOMETIMES I do feel homosexual. It's like when you are just really friendly with someone and feel very closely attatched, it just "feels" like it... well, Cure-kun understands. (Bromance? lol) it's just awkward sometimes.

Well, the "depression" didn't take long because of the withdrawal effect from DCW. I still don't feel like talking in RL, but I can still chat. Not really in the mood for everything, but I'll try to overcome this illness...

Calculus - Read lists of problems -> Solve them all -> Study them -> Final test.... *gone insane* AP Physics - Create/Design your own lab with 3 topics covered in class. Chose Momentum lab including Cener of Mass and Angular Motion. *gone insane* AP English - Write a Children's book (3rd grade level). Chose Affirmative Action in Education. @_@ dammit. I'm doomed. Spanish - Write about a ("fictional")trip to a spanish speaking country. IN SPANISH of course... Done, it was only a paragraph + pictures... AP Government - Create a Timeline based on a topic. Must include more than 25 events. Chose Black History and Civil Rights Movement. Need Pictures.... AP Economics - Reasearch project: How will you save for your future life? (i.e... College, Job, Home, Car, etc) didn't even started... Robotics - Build a functional robot with limited parts/equiments. Provide a blue print for the model. Sill on blue print... Extras: Tutoring - As the president of Tutoring program, I must give a final speech. Christian club - ...Basically, write about God.... Chess club - Chess puzzle... I hate this thing... but I'm almost done... Leadership - Health division - Gardening Project and Filing Student Health check up...