*Balls up fists* SOOOO ANGRY AND UTTERLY DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW!!!!
So my friend that said she doesn't want anything to do with me well, (NOT WHAT HAPPENED!)
Our mutual friends got together and made a meeting for us and she told me she was done with me and that I had a weird personality where I got sad and talked bad about myself and she said she can't be friends with a person like that
WTF!?!? I'm depressed and my life is screwed the f*** up up she just-*speechless with anger*-GAHHH~!!!!
I can't believe I cried in front of her when I was upset one time. I can't believe she was even my friend from the start... a year with her and she just now calls me weird and tell me she doesn't like MY FRICKIN PERSONALITY!!!!
"BUT HEY! LET'S TRY TO GET PAST THIS AND JUST PRETEND LIKE WE DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER!!!" *Cammy3131 mocks*
How could I possibly do that when I keep thinking about her! It drive4s me up the wall! And I DON'T want to forget! I liked the friendship me and her shared and if that's just how it has to end then fine... But I do NOT... I repeat -DO NOT!!- want to be friends with her anymore.
I couldn't be even if I wanted to....
Moreover.... her and this girl in my class sit behind me and they were talking about me behind my back!!! LITERALLY!!! The girl called me a "Dumb@$$ and a B*tch" except it wasn't censored....
I DON'T THINK YOU COULD COMPREHEND MY ANGRY AURA SEEPING OUT THROUGH EVERY PORE IN MY BODY!!! I swear... if there weren't a teacher in class I would've picked up my desk and smashed her face into the ground! Along with my ex-best friend who laughed! I literally imagined that for the rest of class... thinking up if I could tie them to the ground and bulldoze them to death....
I feel really HORRIBLE though because murdering is bad! (I FOLLOW BY SHINICHI'S MOTTO~!!! )
Moreover the amount of people I've encountered in the last few days and said- "You were in our class? Whoa, I never noticed you before!" -IS RIDICULOUS!!! I've lost... even my teacher forgot about me -______-;;
Why do I even exist I I'm not even existing...?
I'm so done with people right now... I'm just done.