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Everything has been getting better lately -- for me, at least. The person of my affection and I had this "Honesty Hour" type of thing where we could say whatever was on our minds... It was great. Anyways, I ended up telling her about my feelings and in a way, reciprocates them. ^^ We're trying to figure things out at the moment, but... I'm happy to know. As I walk around in public, rarely, but occasionally, I do see homosexual couples holding hands and it makes me happy to know that people can do that now. They can hold hands with who they like in public and it's nice to see.

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hehe...this is my drawing.. how do you think of my drawing, my friend ask to me to made her Conan's draw, so I Make. before I give it to her I copy it so I also have a copy. so the original image at my friend and this the copy.

Alright. Since most people on here seem to be going through a depression of some sort, I want to make a place where these people can talk about their problems. When going through tough times, everyone needs someone to support them... We can be each other's pillars. If you don't want to share anything that's going on, that's pefectly fine. But know this: We are here for you. No matter what. If you think you don't have anyone you can't count on in your life, you are wrong. We'll always be here... So don't think you need to go and commit suicide. Everyone deserves life, even if we don't know the meaning of it yet. I'll tell you, if DCW didn't exist, I would've commited suicide by now... So, anyone want to say anything they need to get off their chest? Share anything you deem necessary. Even if you're not depressed, maybe you can give advice to the people who are facing their problems. That would be appreciated... <3 One reason that's causing my depression is that I'm adopted. And now, I want to find my biological parents... *sigh* But I don't want to hurt my parents now. But they say they have information... Let us all face our fears together. We can do it. <3

I Drew This... It's A Drawing Of My Love KAITO KID And I Hope You Like It :) Kaito Kid Drawing HOPE YOU LIKE IT

It's been a while since I last dropped by.. Sorry.. I've been gone for a while and didn't happen to see your post. Thank you for your reply.. I'm sure I'd have smiled back then as I just did now with those smileys so.. both Heksu and you, don't worry. Sigh.. Those things just seem to happen all the time, don't they..? Resting not forcing your arm was the best thing you could do indeed.. Don't know if you've already recovered, but hope you did get better. Also.. were you sad because you blamed yourself a bit for harming yourself or because you had to go through some treatment and recovering period all along..? 1. Memories.. some of them are sweet, some of them are not. Truth is.. deep inside, noone wants to suffer. But it's not something which can be helped. Remembering bad experiences is a natural thing to do and yeah.. it hurts. If those kind of memories pop up in our minds constantly, it might just mean we haven't overcome those experiences. Time and strengh is needed to heal and to try to make them slightly disappear. And as life goes by, we slowly realise which things help us overcome those wounds: people we love, little random things which we enjoy doing or which make us smile.. Yet, always remember.. memories are not meant to be forgotten. It's okay to remember. There's no need to blame yourself trying to forget.. Because after all, all those experiences, all we've been through.. are what make us be what we are today. 2. About that.. I guess it can't be helped sometimes. It can get to be really hard.. yet true friendships endure with those sort of.. handicaps. Try your best to keep in touch with them and.. some day, maybe, you'll really be able to meet them. "I need to be here. (...) I don't know why". "I'm constantly feeling depressed and there's no one to listen ". You.. just need someone to listen to you. Like most of people using this thread here and like just everyone.. Everyone needs to be listened. And that's the reason you're here right now. You feel lonely, uncomprehended because of not being able to ''open'' yourself, to be yourself, to express your feelings and to talk about what worries you or about what you fear.. As a teen it sometimes gets even more complicated. Being unexperienced, wondering and being "confused about pretty much everything".. it's just part of our lives. Believe it or not, everyone's gone through that. I have and still do. Everyone has, really. If I were to recommend you something, I'd say that first of all, you gotta accept yourself. Try your very best to find out who you are and to understand yourself. Your strong points, your weak points, your fears. Never stop thinking about it and trying to figure out more about yourself. Also..don't prejudice yourself. Because saying you're an extremely cold antisocial person isn't the same as being "semi-social" (that word meaning you might somehow accept certain people to surround you and interact with you). Also.. if you were that much of a cold person would you even try to seek help in the first place? I will assume you've tried to do so "directly", establishing face-to-face contact.. and on top of that you're exposing your problem here.. If you were that much of a cold person, you wouldn't do this. Not at all.. That's why.. I'm telling you not to give up. You might have not been "lucky". You might have not come across somebody who would lend you a hand wholeheartedly. Sometimes, we can't help feeling misunderstood and alone. But it should be ok some day. That is as long as we always try our best to get to know ourselves, to improve as persons and to try to understand, help and seek help from others whenever we truly need it. It's ok to be broken. It's ok to be confused. Just.. believe in yourself. There's people out there who'll be by your side.

Ticket to Ride by the Beatles.

Awww, thanks, Yuchi-chan!!! <33 Lol, thanks!! CCx *hugs* --- Ahem. xD I know I haven't posted a drawing lately...(it's cause I forget to post it here..^^") But anywayy, here are 3 new drawings! First Digital Drawing! >_< That was my first attempt at digital drawing (I drew it at my friend's house), and of course I drew Conan! xD Kaitou Kid (Happy Birthday!!) Happy Birthday, Gosho-sama and Kiddo-kun!! Hope you guys like it! xD

Moar art. :V

here's my death note drawing! i hope you like it! too lazy to give the color.