What's on Your Mind?

[AiSuigetsu]

I thought I made clear that I'm person listening, not a stalker

so why would you say "...trying?" then? :V

[Conia]

Because I wouldn't even try to.

[AiSuigetsu]

Because I wouldn't even try to.

.../me wonders if she's supposed to believe that

[Conia]

This is one thing that you can trust

[AiSuigetsu]

== stop winking at me

everytime you wink i check behind me for bushes even though im sitting in a cramped little office

[Conia]

XD Stop trying to find bushes that will obviously never find.

[AiSuigetsu]

/me thinks she sees one in that dark corner under the piles of paper O___O

[Conia]

There's nothing there :roll:

[AiSuigetsu]

i hope so :V

[Conia]

For how long do you plan to derail me from the topic?

[AiSuigetsu]

for as long as i can :V

[Conia]

Should I stop trying to for today?

[AiSuigetsu]

*shrugs* i dont care

i can keep this up as long as i want to

i dont give in

[Conia]

You can keep derailing me all you want?

[AiSuigetsu]

no, but i can avoid the topic as long as i want

[Conia]

But if you avoid it all the time, there's no way you can resolve it.

[AiSuigetsu]

if i told you i dont want to you'd lecture me again :V

[Conia]

You don't want to avoid it or you don't want to solve it? :V

[AiSuigetsu]

idk, a bit of each i suppose

[Conia]

Well, it won't solve itself with time, you'll have to face it eventually. It is only good to avoid it if at the moment you can't face it.

[AiSuigetsu]

i face it every single moment of the day, it haunts me at night, i dont know what more i can do

[Conia]

You already do a lot if you endure that everyday as you say so... And the only thing you can do is (Note: this will sound extremely vague) Change. Now, I'd need specific details to try to help you better with changing (and there's probably some people that already know them so you don't even need to tell them to me, but I'm willing to help) but it is the only thing you can do to break out of this horrible loop.

[AiSuigetsu]

...doesn't that mean you'll be stalking me/ ppl that know the details? ==

[Conia]

I don't consider listening and helping out people as stalking... unless helping you requires stalking? :V and I believe some people here know some details, but correct me if I'm wrong ^^

[AiSuigetsu]

they do, but only if you can find the right people :V

and no one, i mean no one knows the full story

you'll have to piece everything together, and some of them i doubt will even tell you anything