Dear Anonymous;
I'm not Fully aware of the risk I'm taking, But yet I'm gonna write a last message to you so maybe SOME of the wounds you carved yourself disappear.
Don't know how to start or to even end.
It All started that moment, In a Moment everything warm existed. But its now changed with hatred. I loved that moment..
I loved it. & you stole it with your coldness.. You stole my precious innocent memories, & Left Me Like A ghost In between the two lives Still clinging to it's Memories; Still want to embrace them, Cherish them, & Keep them safe where no one can ever reach 'em but me & you. Maybe I wasn't the perfect girl who dated you, Maybe I was very shy and would run away if you got close to me, maybe I'm stubborn. But also, Maybe I couldn't believe my luck; So Why Didn't you go easy on Me? I was the girl who loved you. Who stalked you. Who Interviewed your best friends so she could know what you're gossiping 'Bout her, you gossiped sweet comments about me, & some others which are-Not-so Sweet. But I liked all of them. & I'll correct everything you don't like in me.
But; It seems you don't like waiting unlike me, You wanted to move on & end all those sweet days of our lives; the best thing ever happened to us... How Could you? You replaced me with a piece of trash who'd NEVER lOVE you & I mean never. It's not that I'm jealous or don't want you to be happy; but I'm not allowing her to destroy you, & I'm not allowing you to toy with her then throw her just like what you did with me. I'll be forever your loyal puppy who's watching over you, & Make sure you're happy & All.. But she'll never love you I swear, I heard her by myself laughing & talking behind your back when she knew you love her.. I just don't want you to fall in the same mistake I did.. To love someone who don't deserve you. Yep, I loved you & you don't deserve me.
I'm glad I discovered the true you, the Selfish-Toying-Cold-UnForgiving-Playful Beast, I'm really glad.
With Hate & Love,
The girl you used to love.