Ooh...sorry, I'm just trying to be realistic. It's basically my way of saying, "Please, don't expect so much of me. My whole life everyone has been expecting me to be the best, to be awesome, to be a genius, to be an over-achiever, and I'm not, simply because I'm a normal human being just like everyone else. This is as far as I can go, and if you push me anymore, I'll snap. So please don't expect so much from me." Yeah, that's basically why I always put myself down in everyone's eyes. Sorrrrryyyyy.....