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Dear Anonymous, I'm torn. Really, really, really torn. Are emotions drama? Then you'll always be annoyed with me. You'll always despise me. That's who I am. Emotions affect me more than the average person. If you can't handle that... then what has it been worth? I don't know. I don't know! How am I supposed to do this? I can't control everyone's stupid perceptions of me! They hate me because of who I am. That hurts. That hurts so much that I'd rather die for an entire year than choose to live life. Do you not understand that?? What you're asking is not impossible because I don't want to talk with them. It's impossible because they dislike my existence. They were important people to me.. Just like you are. I guess it lands on me now. If I'm a liar or not. If I forgive you... I stand to what I said. If I don't... I lie and I stop letting people continue hurting me. But isn't that the thing? You can't get near me if you can't hurt me. You also can't help me. I felt like an older sister to you for so long. It hurt me whenever you were doing foolish things and I wanted to try to protect you. Even though you hated me for it. The thing is, it's just reality that you and them are friends and can stay that way. I... can't be. Because I refuse to do what they do. I cared very deeply for them. You may not understand that, but it's very true. It hurts. I need to speak with you.. I can't feel any forgiveness right now. I'm trying. Because you know someone loves you when they don't change after you make a mistake. You made a mistake... but how could I hold it against you? I made plenty of mistakes and.. even though sometimes.. you did hold it against me... you've been kind to me. My heart is confused. Talk with me so I can decide. Sincerely, Me.

AHHHH.... STALKER!!!! XD

People who take games TOO seriously.