Dear Anonymous,
Time is flying so fast... Too fast.
I wish time would just slow down... for a while... so that I can breathe normally for a moment.
There are still so many things which I want to do and accomplish. All the things that I have been waiting for... has not arrived yet. Am I expecting too much out of it? Or could it be just that I am just not meant for it?
Maybe I should forget all about it and continue living as I am now and as I should. This plain and boring life...
Although there haven't been too much problems in the current life I'm living now, somehow, I feel that I'm not progressing at all. After such a long time, I feel like I'm still stuck... at the exact same spot. The society has changed... but not me. Could it be... that I am afraid to change? That my life will go haywire if I tried to jump out of that circle that I am so familiar with? Will I ever have the courage to get out and change the mindset that my parents drilled into me ever since young? Will I ever have a life of my own?
Sometimes I wish I could just search google and it will give me the answers I need. Search engines doesn't seem to have that capabilities still. Too bad you cannot restart life again. If not, I could have just try it out and if it fails, I'll just restart it again.
Sometimes I wish life was like a game, like MMORPG, like a game account. When you die, you just lose experience, and get a restart. When you get hacked, at most, you can just create another account, or delete that character and start afresh. You can choose your own name, your look, your skin colour, your location, your skills and abilities, your class... etc. You get stronger as long as you work hard and will get promoted to the next rank or level as long as you get enough experience~
Sometimes I wish it would be like this... But that's just sometimes... Because, the world would be even boring this way... we're living in the same world, doing the same things...
Well, nothing more to complain about... Its just another random moment for me~ You don't have to read this actually. (If someone is reading this, I'm sorry to have only included this at the last part :V)
The weather is cold. I should remember to bring back my jacket today. See ya all~
Signed,
me