It's my passport name. But Jean is just as real to me as my Chinese name (which I rarely, if ever use). I've had it since 2nd grade. It's like my mom's name used to be Diana before she changed it to one that matched with her Chinese name -- Diana is still just as real as it used to be. Oh, and I discovered that you can't find me on Facebook unless you know my email (not the one on DCW). I like that fact.