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That's a little difficult to do at the moment.

God, Saki-chan... How can there be someone like you out there...? Your words... I just... Now I'm crying. How? I... I don't know how to express my feelings now...

Saki-chan... <3 This is why I love you... Thanks for helping me. Everything you've done... But that's why I become even more depressed... Knowing that I'm being selfish when there are others suffering even more than I... I'm a coward. I truly am. There are people out there who I envy. Many members here I envy... How kind you are. How... *sigh* It's complicated. I'm jealous of how some people can give so easily... I'm scared.

The bet was about not being able to talk about anime or manga for a day. Not being able to, I realized how much I depend on anime and manga in my life... I think I use it to fill some kind of void in my soul... I don't know what hole though. And lately, I've been thinking about adoption and such... I don't know. *sigh*

Well, you know that bet? I think I'm being dragged down to the pit of despair and depression again... The one I had over the summer...

... *sigh*

*sigh* Oh well... Oh, Misaki!! I posted some drawings of Canada~!!

...Saki-chan. Did you SERIOUSLY JUST notice I was here?

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...XD That just reminded me of a hilarious moment last year. Friend: BLAH BLAH BLAH sharp things. Friend's sister: Sharp things...?? Me: HAHA!! Both: What? Me: XD I just imagined a bunch of knives behind you and about to stab you. Them: Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Them: :mellow Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Them: ...CHELSEA!!

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Yeah, it's a pretty sweet haircut. XD

XD Aw, you gave me ANOTHER?! THANKS!! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 Oh, I can't draw folds or do shading... I just use the reference.

Just posted some drawings.

THANKS FOR THE REP~!! <3333333333333333333333333 Well, for the first one, I had a reference. The others I didn't though.

That's kinda what I look like, I guess... XD I have the hair cut and I wear striped shirts all the time, so I based her off me.

Well, here are some more doodles, including some sketches for Mouth. I was rather depressed today, so... Basic idea for Mouth. Mouth confused. XD Mouth happy~!! Tell me what you thought~!!

I love Canada... I started role-playing for Hetalia, and I'm him... <3 So, I've been drawing him like crazy. XD Here ya go~!! From his Character CD cover. SO CUTE~!! Sorry, he looks like a girl... >.< One I did from my memory... Kinda screwed up his hair. :/ Quality sucks. DX Sorry. Chibi Canada~!! Please tell me what you thought~!!

Ayumi.