AiSuigetsu

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OMM: I. DID. NOT. JUST. DO. THAT. EVERYTHING. IS. A. MISTAKE. AND. I. SHOULD. STOP. FREAKING. OUT. OVER. SOMETHING. THAT. MIGHT. NOT. HAVE. HAPPENED. O_______________________________________O

/me has been in a rather cranky mood for the past few...months :/

i see i understand :/

why?

People(?)

I regret letting those feelings take me over

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like "maybe we should be just friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

@yohan: well...it would be nice imo sometimes girls just want guys to go the extra mile

@yohan: yeah, her i see

@yohan: did you wish her a "happy new year" ?

@yohan: that sucks :/ my friend went to church yesterday and sat there for 4 hours when she got home apparently her mom forgot the keys so they were stuck outside their house lol @misaki: *nods* everytime i see one of those totes that say "life is beautiful, get one", I'm totally like OTL

@yohan: i see @misaki: lol /me has no life

@misaki: it was okay~ didnt do much, just sat near the comp~

@misaki: i see~ no wonder I slept around 3 last night

@misaki: <3 when did u sleep? @yohan(assumption): hey!

Misaki! I'm okay~

@hitomi: i see~

@hitomi: yeah and yours?

@hitomi: yeah, i guess :/ it was okay

@hitomi: D: im okay i guess :/

@hitomi: so how are you?

Bye MKK~