Dear Anonymous,
I don't understand. You know how I am. It would be out of character. Ugh. Why so much confusion? Why can't I know? I wish I forgot. I wish I gave up. If only I could! Oh I'd give anything right now to have a life with choices made for me. There'd be no pain then! I would never know how it hurts to be like this. Always impatient and always feeling the need to take action. I wouldn't understand. And I wouldn't cry.
Love,
Me