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Once an innocent person who had not discovered the internet...

Dear Never, Well...a new start. The thing about me is not being a person one can talk to or relate problems to. I want to know more about a person, enough about them to know how to make them happy without having them spill anything they'd rather not talk about. ~I'm AL.

My deduction... she will... - Be seriously injured during a fight with BO - Wake up to find out that her nightmare is over, in th last file and anime chapter - Get acquitted of her crimes given the circunstances and given the name Haibara Ai as part of program protection for former criminals - Choose to remain in her child form after she recovers from injuries - Continue living with Professor (her father lately) and not engaged - Be willing to grow together with Ayumi, Genta and Mitushiko as Haibara. Bottom line... she will finish the long process of turning black to grey and finally to white.

Dear Anonymous, What am I even doing with my life anymore? You're doing all these amazing things, and here I am... me. It's depressing, and even if you sometimes give me the strength to keep on going, now... now it just hurts. I don't want to fall back into that hole, but I don't know if you can pull me back out of it, and that scares me. Help. ~Lupin

Dear Anon. #1, Stop doing that in front of my face. It's rude and disgusting. For the humanity's sake, wait until I'm out of the room. ---BD Dear Anon #2, I'm beginning to lose enthusiasm in life. I'm not sure I care about anything anymore, be it Conan (or manga/anime in general), the exam which is drawing closer and closer, or my health. I don't feel like eating and studying. I patrol the wiki everyday, yet I'm no longer fixing people's edits. DCW can't hold me now, which only means it's getting worse. Usually this only happens when people are stressed or depressed, but it doesn't seem to be my case. I just don't care. I'm not worried about anything or anyone, even the exam or my health, and this is what scares me. I still don't care. I think now's the right time for me to search for who I really am, why I existed. I don't want to know my life's true value, what I want to know now is my true value in life. And only I can find the answers for these questions. I don't want to lie to myself anymore. So I have made up my mind. ---BD