IdentityUnknown

Oh. And i have to do something with the first post. I've been putting it off.

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Nothing happened. I just don't feel particularly happy or sad or anything.

I'm in an emotionless mood right now.

Today I learned that handwriting letters is really different from emails and digital copies...but for some reason I like handwriting them more...

*coughs* Not when you're part of one. *cough*

Hi KKLT.

Wha-? You aren't? Hi Misaki-chan!

*facepalms* Hmm...DCW Pairings...I usually keep it to true pairings, though I have had some requests from DCTP members who enjoy fictional pairings. Be glad you've never been to the Fictional Pairings section of DCTP.

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Arrived. And too awake to go to sleep.

Alright! I'm at my laptop again! <3 ------ "Leave?" IdentityUnknown echoed quietly, looking at BK straight in the eyes. BK immediately lowered her gaze, looking almost ashamed. "Y...Yes. I need to leave. Please. I can't do anything, can't be of any help." The words began rushing out of BK without her consent. "Please," she repeated. "I need to." "Are you sure?" "Yes." IdentityUnknown gazed at her firmly. "Alright," she said. "May I have your notes?" BK nodded. IdentityUnknown knew she had yet to have time to read them. Calmly, IdentityUnknown placed them in the shredder. "BK, I'm sorry that you feel this way. I don't know why you feel compelled to leave. You are aware that by leaving you place us all in danger, right?" BK nodded. IdentityUnknown felt torn. She wanted the girl to have the freedom to choose, but what if it endangered them all? "I want you to stay with C and H for now. You should be relatively safe there. After that, I want you to meet T in Singapore. It's the safest place we can put you for now. We can contact your parents and bring them over as well." IdentityUnknown gazed into BK's eyes. "I'm sorry that I have to do this. I know you want to go home and forget about all this...but that's impossible now. This is the only way I can think of for you leaving without endangering everyone else." *** "Sorry, I can't tell. I promised." "Promised? To who?" Tsukiko shook her head and IdentityUnknown sighed. (Tsukiko, I'm going to change my response slightly, that one doesn't sound like me). "Alright, I won't pressure you. Promises are important. Get some rest, we need to wake up early tomorrow. But..." IdentityUnknown looked straight at Tsukiko. "Promise me this. If your promise endangers any one of us at any time and can be used for information, tell me." Tsukiko looked at her. "I don't know if I can..." she began. "Please. I want to be able to trust everyone." Tsukiko took a deep breath. "Alright. But only then." IdentityUnknown fell on the bed and pretended to sleep. But a lot was going through her mind. She closed her eyes and felt tears forming...no, she couldn't let that happen. She prayed, prayed for rest, prayed for trust, and prayed for them to be able to make it through.

Tired...for a while I couldn't fall asleep last night...but I felt my time was well spent. Stupid early flights...my connecting flight is so late that I have four hours of wait in between... *sighs*

Yes I am. And I think the only times I really believe in my faith an put so much trust in it are times like these. So really I should be thanking you.

You can't restart alot and people are beginning to realize that reversing it isn't always the best idea either. There's a reason for everything to happen, even if you don't know why and in the end, when you come out you'll come out stronger than before. Just two years ago something happened to me that I'll never forget. At that time I hated it and thought it was the worst that could happen, but today I look back and realize that if that hadn't happened the way it had I would've been hurt even more and probably hurt others along the way. I believe that God has planned everything and there's always a reason.