If life was meaningless...I can't imagine that. Living life for no reason, for no purpose, for nothing. What's the point in living if there's no meaning to it? We'd just be nothing, just wandering around, not doing anything, not pursuing anything. We might as well not exist. At first, you may feel that being emotionless is best -- no pain, no hurt -- but you can't feel good because you simply can't feel at all. It's pointless. It's like what happened in The Giver, just worse.
I wish I was stronger and more courageous.