Dear Anon. #1,
Stop doing that in front of my face. It's rude and disgusting. For the humanity's sake, wait until I'm out of the room.
---BD
Dear Anon #2,
I'm beginning to lose enthusiasm in life. I'm not sure I care about anything anymore, be it Conan (or manga/anime in general), the exam which is drawing closer and closer, or my health. I don't feel like eating and studying. I patrol the wiki everyday, yet I'm no longer fixing people's edits. DCW can't hold me now, which only means it's getting worse. Usually this only happens when people are stressed or depressed, but it doesn't seem to be my case. I just don't care. I'm not worried about anything or anyone, even the exam or my health, and this is what scares me.
I still don't care.
I think now's the right time for me to search for who I really am, why I existed. I don't want to know my life's true value, what I want to know now is my true value in life. And only I can find the answers for these questions. I don't want to lie to myself anymore.
So I have made up my mind.
---BD