darn loser... :(

[JiKudo]

i love this guy so much and yet, I had a fight with him.

we're just friends though and i thought we really are.

he's ignoring me now and he said something when i asked for an apology.

he has told someone things that i "should not know"

after i told him that I hate him for what he's doing.

it's about me and I should not know? now that killed my da*n ego.

until now, i don't know what the eff is that I "should not know"-thing.

I'm afraid to ask that someone whom he had told it.

I'm afraid that would only break my heart.

inch by inch,no, a meter every second, he's getting far from me.

I'm starting to accept what is happening.

I don't know him that much.

He once punished me for a sin.

and again. the worst punishment ever.

losing him.