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    Do you know why you are?

    An accumulation of things I am unhappy/unsatisfied about. Things that i have yet to come to accept even until now.. I think.

    Bad thoughts like these arise from dwelling on the past or being uncertain about the future. :(

    Yes, definitely. So insecure as a person..

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    I'm in a perpetual state of depression, but most people don't give a crap because they think if I smile about one thing, then I can't possibly be depressed in general.

    I must say, I think i'm also in this perpetual state of depression. It's not like i don't smile or laugh or do other normal stuff, it's just that i know that deep down i have this constant depression. I think it's an accumulation of many things that have happened to me in the past several years. Kind of freaks me out to think that I do have depression at such a young age, but yeah more so recently I just have this feeling that I am depressed. Even though I laugh, and smile and all that stuff in front of others. It's like putting on a mask. Well not intentionally. It's just that when I'm left alone (like now), i just think of all sorts of unhappy things.

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    Started off quite great, with me watching Nurarihyon no mayo: sennen makyou (the season 2)! The second season is just way way awesome than season 1! Glad I gave the 2nd season a chance.

    And then I heard the news of DCTP no longer doing the weekly episodes... :eek: It makes me sad, even until now :cry:

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    I'm planning to lose weight in Holidays!

    POSSIBLE?! :D

    The holidays is a time for me that I actually gain weight (from all the sitting down in front of the computer). So for me it is impossible to lose weight during the holidays! But this is just me... If you have the will, I'm sure it is possible!!

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    Yeah... Thanks blue! :D Actually I already gotten over it! I know I will beat that guy and get third place next year! I am not regretting it at all. At least I got to run and have fun! I am already looking forward for next year so I can achieve third place!!! Hehehehehhe, that guy who got third place better watch out!!! :twisted:

    Yes that's the spirit! Hahaha! :-P

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    I'm glad you know that! :D I'm glad you are feeling better now!

    Now it's my turn to be depressed. :P

    I got fourth position in my 10km run today. FOURTH! I lost the third position just because of 0.23 sec!!! 0.23 SEC! I am so pissed! The runner who got the third position had longer legs! THIS IS SO UNFAIR! :angry: ARGH! The first three positions received a trophy each and I received water. Water. And IT'S NOT EVEN COLD! AARGH! I am so mad! If I only run faster and harder, I could have scored the third position at least.... :(

    OH DEAR 0.23 sec?!?!?!?!!!!! I get why it infuriated/depressed you so. I feel your pain.. But just let it go, you'll have another chance in the future. And since you've tried your best, you shouldn't regret it.

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    "Yakushiji Ryouko no Kaiki Jikenbo" is also a detective series, originated from the novel written by Yoshiki Tanaka (who also wrote Legend of the Galactic Heroes), developed into a manga and an anime. Quite an interesting, charismatic lead female figure.

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    Im obsessed with buying notebooks. :V

    Also obsessed with buying all sorts of pens in all sorts of colours. :V

    SAME HERE! I also have an obsession with buying notebooks, especially Japanese notebooks! The paper is so smooth, the pages so thick and nice to write on... I can't resist but buy them!

    I suppose I have some kind of fetish for Japanese stationery? I love their notebooks, their pens and pencils etc! Or maybe I'm just your normal Japanophile..

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    1. How is she overrated when most of the internet considers her the worst Youtube singer? That is how she became popular

    2. Legitimate...

    3. Agreed, save a few exceptions. There are a few celebrities that deserve their hype (though I assume actors and actresses are meant here)

    4. Twilight is certainly overrated. (I have more than a few problems with the franchise as a whole)

    5. You have been talking to the wrong people... "It's not what you know, it's who you know" I've been told that more times than I care to consider. And I've been told a number of times that GPA doesn't matter, the actual degree does.

    6. I'm confused... how is that overrated...? That seems more like your personal hate than something that is overrated... Unless you think that people like parents who complain about that and herald them as warriors for what is good and pure in the world...

    7. Same issue with 6... Something like that can't be overrated. Blown out of proportion maybe, but not overrated.

    5. Perhaps it's just a matter of being in different environments, hence different expectations?

    6. Maybe over-rated is not the word, but rather, it is more like a matter of making a mountain out of a molehill. And just for clarification sake, it is not that I grudge personal hate (did my post make it sound that way?), it is just that I am kind of annoyed of seeing such articles.

    7. You're right, it's a matter that is being blown out of proportion rather than it being over-rated. I suppose JB himself is a bit over-rated, although I will acknowledge his talent.

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    Don't be so depressed! :( Don't let exams and tests get in your way of being happy! There is always a next time! Never, ever, EVER feel depressed just because of an exam or a test. They are not the most important aspects of your life. Don't let it make you feel so depressed.

    Thank youu for encouraging me!! Even though deep down I'm sure that I know that, it's always nice to hear that from someone else :)

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    Perhaps it'll do me good (no internet, and TV). Granted, only for a few days, not forever, I'll just go insane. I can survive longer without TV than internet though. But without them, I'll have more time to enjoy reading my books (I've got a lot of books waiting to be read), and perhaps more time to do frivolous stuff like cleaning my room, organizing my table. Maybe even exercise!

    I can live without my phone, providing I am at home :P Unlike some people, my phone is not my life, and I won't die without it (though I will feel insecure). I don't text my friends or call them often unless necessary, so, yes I think I'd do fine without my phone (maybe).

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    1. Rebecca Black

    2. Rubbish, stupid TV shows such as Jersey Shore, 16 and Pregnant, Teen Mom (just a coincidence all the given examples are from a certain channel)

    3. Celebrities - the extent of some people's idolatry to certain celebs is just insane.

    4. Twilight - not a hater, I myself used to be a fan of the books. But somehow I feel as if the franchise, or rather, the movies are just too overrated.

    5. Academic scores - who said scores are everything? Not getting a good grade in school does not mean one is stupid or can't be successful. Apparently most of society thinks that way.

    6. Parents complaining about teen/young adult celebs who go to clubs - let's face it, ppl that age like to go to clubs. and when they're legal, why can't they go A lot of celebs' peers (common ppl of the same age) go to clubs, why can't these teen celebs go too? Is it bcos they must be role models to young kids? Parents should take over and be their kids' own role models instead. Besides, going to clubs is not necessarily a bad thing (maybe), perhaps they just like to dance - granted these people don't get wasted or take drugs, now that is a different matter all together.

    7. Justin Bieber's Paternity Test - can't believe some people actually believe it.. I'd say he's also a bit overrated, but he can sing (at least better than a few other singers), so..

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    Arghh i'm also depressed.... I totally regret didn't studying hard enough for the exam today! I feel so miserable..... I can't stop thinking about that exam paper and how I could've done better if only I studied harder and didn't procrastinate... :( :( :(

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